Bhupendra .

'I love world' is my personal,deep questionable work.
Where I don't try to bring ideas. i bring humans...humanity.
This work has been done on some issues of the society.
Where i made some videos at my house without any dramatic scene,just only dialogue.when the corona disease came.
Also i did 2/3 podcast  just three to four months ago.
The dialogue is expressing,If you look around ourselves,we feel that something is not going well.so as an human we start reacting. is there so much pressure on human …? Why ?  what do human need to make their mark ?
Why does politics mislead the society/world ?
Why does not a human being see his / her humanity ?
We cannot live with love ? 
without splitting and fighting. ?
We are born naked,and now ?  we are covered in clothes, in castes, in religions,in materialistic nation/identification.
What is this ??
Why suppressing the human being ?
 Why always forget yourself and fight for the nation ? Fight for the religion/caste.
Beacuse someone can do politics on human..?
we know,we become something else in partition.
But If we see, touch, feel,understand humans, feel humanity, then this world can be so beautiful.
No any ugly speech is needed. 
I believe, that the human should be allowed to become a human being first, then he will not have to become something..beacuse becoming something is actually nothing..only shouting,fighting...but knowing yourself  is ultimate.

So I tried to do something for the humanity I would say for me..but then i stopped.i don't know why.
Currently my focus on observing, reading 
and then nothing.let it go.So let'see what happens.

A child was crippled. He felt that life is insecure,unhappy and disorganized.He lives alone in a closed drak room. He used to talk with his brain. Suddenly He start talking to imaginary friends and characters with his mind and His life was going through a very useless way.

I was going to write something based on my old experiences..Got to learn a lot...that is impossible to say in particular words.but i learned, now i cannot explain in words..and i don't want to go in past.
There was a lot of pain in this story..in this character. Which is troubling itself..Can't find it..It hurts a lot And it is very difficult for anyone to understand this pain, so I do not want to tell it.
If a person does not understand his own tears, then what will others understand ?

Here i worked with childrens.In which some were deaf..some were dumb and some are having mental disorder.Some were handicapped.
There I realized that their situation,Their life is many times different from that of an ordinary person.
Wearing their food,drink was also completely different from the ordinary person.
i think they was rare human.
They all children were talented and We have worked with more than fifty childrens.
They could sing.They could dance. They could do exercises.They could do some workouts as well as they can. But I was really surprised when I found that they are growing up without their parents. I started talking to those kids a lot.Because i wanted to know about them.What is their life story..what do they feel..how does they want to live.
I started listening them very carefully,watching them.and they used to cry while talking.i got Goose bumps.
I Got to learn so much from them that we are not living anything.they acted very well in the play.And that was very special.they showed amazing energy from the first day to the last day.
After that all childrens wanted to do more work with us.We told them that we will definitely come again and work together.
I hope that if I get a chance to play with them sometime, I would definitely like to do something.

I met theatre here for the first time.Started reading plays,Acting debut and chorus again and again. i did some 4/5 plays.Then slowly learning began.
as an actor i performed on 'LOK KALA  MANDAL ' stage for the first time in 2016.
Then with NATYANSH we visit uttar Pradesh  for the play ' LASHKAR CHOUK'..
Then i got into M.S university.